Evolution of a wound..

Where I lay my hat is my home, cause where I thought I was home I can't be on my own. I can't be myself, Í must walk on my toes, cause every step is too loud and every breath is too deep. My business isn't my own I must share it with the world, as the chambers I trusted with secrets seem to have walls that talk. Maybe I'm too old or maybe I've wronged the wrong persons, but every effort was from the heart and patience is a vertue. But my patience is running from me like the blood is from my knee. I tripped trying to be quiet because I'm restricted from walking the night. A grudge held so deeply that it doesn't even surface. Only when provoked does the buldge show it's darkness. I can't help my feet but my hope has departed. The light loses power and the contrast of the picture becomes vague. The chance of losing is far greater so why embed so much hope on a risk. It is nearly done, but the scab will never become a scar...

I can't be a sheep because it's not in my nature. .
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Peace..

V. Johnson AKA SWAVE

I think my heart is getting the better of my mind..

Launched into the situation I'm in right now, I don't really know what I'm doing, what I'm going to do and/or what the actual right thing to do is at this point.


Stuck somewhere between the moon and the earth/my mind get's clouded for all that it's worth/and the worth is none so my existence is none/still thinking about the swing after I should've swung/what have I done and where am I headed?/how can it be that the spark has been deaded/should I let the feeling burn and see if it U-Turns/nostalgic moods got me thinking back to ferne/and every other spark that crossed my lonesome path/I'm the odd one out and I know my mathemat/once it get's divided it's too hard to multiply it/cause once you've been the hero you don't wanna be the sidekick/and I'm sorry if being Robin isn't good enough/but Gotham found another Batman, time's are tough/This isn't a pokerface, this isn't another bluff/this is the time to just go and pack my stuff/

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Peace..

V. Johnson AKA SWAVE

The horror...

There I was, at work, it 09:30, and I witnessed it for the first time.

We thought we defeated it way back in the day..

Rumors of it's reappearance had been haunting us for quite a while now..

There have been sightings, but one never believes untill one sees..

Now I, Vincent Johnson, have witnessed the horror and layed eyes on the monster myself..

THE RECESSION

LOLOLOLOL

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V. Johnson AKA SWAVE

My favorite color M&M's

Wassup yall,

Just a quick update;
- JayD's production skills are growing through the roof!
- New Track, produces by Jay will be hitting the www soon!
- 16th of May performance in Perron 55!
- Tomorrow I'll be getting my camera, so I can get some better and more footage for yall!
- If you've been living under a rock or some shit, EMINEM is BACK!

Check out Relapse the New Album in Stores May 19th!

3AM



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V. Johnson AKA SWAVE

Uncaged Bird

Been a while, I know..

But I'm back, better than ever, on top of my game, LOL
Tuesday we did a 10 minute show at a Festival in Roermond, here's some video's of it:

Go Ladies


Stay for a While


Mellow Remix


CHECK IT OUT

16th of May in Perron55 in Venlo

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Peace..

V. Johnson AKA SWAVE

Other Side..

What makes us want to change?
What is wrong with my current way of living?
Why does it always feel that the grass is greener on the other side?

Sit back, think about your life, you've got good things going on. You're about to embark on a new start, a new life, a new chance to make it in a direction you've barely considered.
The foundations are there, the stability from your current state and the fresh architecture of your new path, it seems to be perfect.

But somehow you can't shake the feeling of how it would be implying a few changes in your foundations. Why does one urge for something that we are not sure of, the unknown?
Is it excitement, is it boredum or is it the fact that we, as human beings, just can't sit still without doubting our own decisions (because life is to short to make mistakes)?

My writing this very short entry only empowers my urge to move into the unknown? But is it the right thing to do? This is where mind and soul clash, thought and feeling, secure decision making or spontantious change?

My unsettled soul begs for new..
My mind holds on to the current, steady flow..

What is best?

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Peace..

V. Johnson AKA SWAVE

Return to Sender

Just bumped into one of our city's "most famous" rappers.

Motherfuckers get under my skin like blood. The music is oh so bad and the're so busy with telling everyone how hard and dope they are they forget all about the quality of the material they are presenting to the public. These dudes got like 20thousand views on youtube (that's a lot for the're level) and I am so amazed. How the fuck can people listen to that bullshit???

So I look in the mirror and think, how can it be that I am so much doper than them and am playing on the same pitch. They belong in the trash, I should be rocking 500+ crowds, that's what's up!

But I won't let it get to me, cause it's about the tunes, the swaves that come from the speakers, fuck all that other shit.

One Love

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V. Johnson AKA SWAVE

Been a while..

Give and Take..

There's more taking than giving, maybe that's what defines a regular human being.

Regular, because obviously there are a lot of amazing and outstanding people.

And I mean that in the vastest (is that a word LOL) way possible.

From art, to music, poetry, literiture (some consider this the same, and so do I really but for the people that don't ..) , sports, charity etc etc.

Thank God, for these amazing people who made this life into a dream..

If it wasn't for them the chase and persuit of my dreams would not be there, so I thank you.. All of you
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V. Johnson AKA SWAVE

Crack of Dawn

Just 6 months ago..

I got a call, "Your package has arrived, sir." I was so hyped, jumped straight in the car and jetted of to the Retail Park. Enter the shop and head straight for the section where I need to be. I was first on the scene and first person to recieve the product from that store. It took a while cause they didn't know what exactly to do. But after half an hour I was set to go.

The iPhone 3G White 16GB. It was the first official model of the iPhone to reach most of Europe. '

I'm happy with it, of course it's not the perfect phone, but the design is good, it's very user friendly and I hardly have any problems with it. The sky is the limit with the App store and just the fact of having an iPod and a Phone (I used to carry both with me 24/7) in one is perfect.

Now, a couple of weeks ago I was out playing football on the street. All of a sudden the music stops, I look down and there my iPhone lay. White side up (Face down) on the concrete. Not realising the consequences I pick up the phone revealing a crack from the top to the bottom of the screen

DAMN, MOTHERF*CKER, SH*T, F*CK.

(Pic is not mine btw, but it looks the same roughly)

So now I gotta get it fixed, €100, cause this was my first phone that I didn't insure.. (Headache!?)

Oh well, life goes on. I just wanted to let you know about my materialistic FAIL.

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V. Johnson AKA SWAVE

School of Hardknocks

You can go to school but Class can't be taught

Some people are born with something. That little spark, that makes them just a bit more interesting than others. It's amazing because this is something that comes purely from within. There is no school, book or teacher that can teach you this. It is a skill that can't be honed.

You probably know someone who has something special about them. It might not stand out all the time but somehow you know that that person is going to go far. Sometimes it seems unfair, but I guess I can answer that comment with an overworn cliché.

Life isn't fair

Nature and life in a whole work in very mysterious ways. People used to call it God because they didn't know better, now we know better, we still call it God. Now my question is before zoning into another subject is, Is That Progress?
Find the meaning in yourself, it is the only place you will find it. Persue political, social, religious or other group-bound convictions and you will only find their answers, but not your own. You will find the truth from within not from the outside.

We find the outside very important these days and I can't lie, I watch what I eat and go to the gym, but I will never loose sight of what is really important, the soul. As your body, your soul is a temple. This temple, as the one that is your body can only take a certain amount of abuse, so before you think about attacking yourself, mentally or phisically, think of the consequences.

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Peace..

V. Johnson AKA SWAVE